red equinox

just a lil’ sumtin’ sumtin’

where were you when the sun died? did you sit in a crowd watching as the angels cried.
well dont you worry about me im mr. death defy and its brightness in the vast i shall define

so where were you as i called your name?were you too stuck in reputation am i just a shame?well dont you worry about me mr. death defy and its refraction of the obvious i shall decline


Are we all the rock in the bottom of the stone soup pot?

Boiling and burning the rock isnt good enough,we are the rock.So the man manipulated the town into taking his no good rock and making it into a tasty meal.Is the feeling of being a no good rock like a blank canvas something that should build our personality?

The traveling man in the tale of stone soup used the rock to gain what he wanted. The rock if it could be capable of cognitive thought could have trusted him,but he used it and boiled and burned it as if it were nothing. The rock was his masterpiece he manipulated it so that it was empty,it had no purpose anymore so the man used the rock to gain a meal.

This is what society has come to today,citizens will do what ever it takes to gain from others defeat. this applies to everything from wall st. to a typical high-school, its simply mind racking because now that the rest of society is aware of all this manipulation and imperfection we have gained a sense of distrust. In all of thisĀ  it just causes more and more,like a cycle of negativity. The world needs its balance of optimism and negativity but with distrust most people are afraid to trust and have no optimism of trusting anyone.

My biggest fear is being someones pawn,personally it happens way to much.one moment you think they are your best and only friend; the next moment you realize you were just played like a deck of cards or the stone in the soup.so I can see that this distrust is getting to me personally, the negativity i try and trust but society has made it hard for rocks to tell villagers and rocks from the hungry traveler.

What can be done about this? take the rock out of the soup of deceit and lies and instead of letting the traveler manipulate you feed him with generosity and community so even the hungry travelers feel of distrust will fade.


welcome to plan 2.0

wonder why i just disappeared of the face of the earth to you?cause im showing you what its truely like without me, so when im gone it wont hurt you. Thats the plan,slip out the back. And its working im leading my own life and im getting back who you influenced for me to throw away,i liked her so dearly and i couldnt even get over her. But its ok i had you then you made it look like we had feelings between us i listened cause i thought you’d make me better,make me feel happy. But no after me and her broke up it was almost immediate that i ended up with a true death wish,not spur of the moment i dont want to be here but true feelings for dying that have lasted 5 months of agony i hid from you cause you dont accept the real me.

all the bad things you describe about me all the annoyingness,misunderstandings that led to fights and apperent derp,that i dont care?its called aspergers syndrome disorder ASD i do care i am the right one i am a friend and im not trying to fight deep down in that place you didnt care to look called my heart is alot you dont know about,and those feelings for her from back in the autumn never left its been half a year and i still care about her like you never did for me. You know how i know you didnt care about me?cause if you did wed still be friends,youd still be here, wed be together not you and mr. amazing. im sorry im not perfect.

but because im not perfect it means i understand more i know where im at and it means i half to try more.im the one who will try and always be there.

have fun without me,and by that i mean without me…



(Source: f4der)





did-you-kno:

Tigger has severe ADHD, Piglet has anxiety, Rabbit is a pedantic loner, Owl has OCD, Eeyore has extreme depression, while Pooh represents an addict.

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